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The List of Quotes: The Ones I Got From Delirium

Delirium by Lauren Oliver

“This is how things are: Everything ends, people move on, they don’t look back. It’s how they should be.” -p.95

“Everyone you trust, everyone you think you can count on, will eventually disappoint you.” -p.106

“That’s when you really lose people, you know. When the pain passes.” 

“I understand that he gave her up for a reason. He gave her up so she could be saved, even though it killed him to let her go. He gave her up for love.” - p.379

“You have to move forward: It’s the only way. You have to go forward no matter what happens. This is the universal law.” -p.386

“Love, the deadliest of all things: It kills you both when you have it, and when you dont.” -p.395

“Love: it will kill you, and save you, both. -p.395

“I love you. Remember. They cannot take it.” 

“Everything ends, eventually. That’s when you really lose people. I understand that he gave her up. It kills you. Love. Remember.” -MA 

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The Weekend List : Things worth smiling about

1. 1. I got the window seat via PAL.
2. 2. Happy Hunger Games with the brothers :) 
3. 3. Graduation day, 2 schools, whole day!
4. 4. Graduation party! 
5. 5. I got the window seat via PAL beside a cute chinese kid

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PUPPY LOVE

1) The love between a young couple within a few weeks of getting together. Not really true love, more blind affection - immature, young love. (Urban Dictionary)

2) To love someone as per the first sight as one sees a pup after it is just born and falls in love instantly.

I remember my puppy love, let’s name him New Year Guy.

Coz yes indeed, I met him on New Years, and yes im gonna narrate a love story that makes me feel how stupid and funny, yet endearing, puppy love is.

It was what I expected of an open guest New Years party. Everyone is dressing up, and there’s gonna be a lot of “Hi, meet my granddaughter…….(insert good things or qualities here, or make me sing or play the piano..blabla)..” it was i guess nearing midnight when I got so bored and I stayed with cousins in the inside bar. Then all of the sudden from the blue lights, i feel in love at first sight. I was actually expecting to meet him but i thought he left the party. The bar and the veranda divided the guests, but oh well i got dragged and introduced to him, so we talked all night waiting for the countdown. I knew a lot of him, and i got the chills of the cold wind but i withstood it. hahaha! All for the thought of knowing him. Oh by the way I really have a thing for Momma’s boys. I really really really find it cute. so somewhere having his mom constantly checking on us by spilling some of his embarassing moments, and the fireworks (fvck,fireworks) (i even psuedonamed him fireworks hahahah) i fell for him. Then fast forward, he gave me his complementary tickets to a play where he played a villian, and months after i gave him my complimentary ticket too where I headed the lights team. Then I started to see him every morning before school. Then as if i started too see him everywhere inside and around the estates, almost everything were about him, the nieghbors (his schoolmates), the golf course ( his mom’s there, and he played golf there tooi think), the guardhouse. I grew frustrated of the so called puppy love and realized im nowhere ready for it and im too young, and i couldnt see it going somewhere. So after that summer, havent heard anything fromvhim but i seldom see his mom in parties ( thank God she stopped quipping about her son!). I havent seen or heard him for long.

With the idea of puppy love i learned that:

1. There isa difference between first love, and first real love.
2. By experiencing puppy love, you get to treasure truly when you experience real love.
3. It’s a memory worth keeping too.
4. It helps you realize when you are truly in love.
5. It can still make you smile on the good old days.
6. I realized that if I truly were in love, i couldnt have let go and fought even when it was impossible to.
7. I never felt me around the idea of him (it was all about him, I was demure, and all impressive.I wasnt the silly, childish, clumsy, spirit free me. I had to keep all my mistakes to myself, and there was no room for embarrassment.)

In other words, it was puppy love, but still love. I once gave a part of my affection to a cute young man, and i have no regrets. I mean i daydreamed about him, i won’t deny. Haha. I tried to find ways to have a glimpse of him. Uhm, i tried to save his messages. Hehehehe. (so freaking cuteeeee) For everything puppy with that man helped me grow, and partly in pcentage responsible for who I am now including my ability to love and be loved.

Up to this day, i never stop learning on the mysteries of love and how it could play you and treat your heart like crap. But no bad vibes, it’s great to be in love, it sucks to be broken hearted, but hey life’s a cycle. Unless you learn to let go of the impossible and start embracing reality, would you be able to accept the regrets of the past, worries of the present and mysteries of the future. Maybe you could consider it asa memorable past, challenging present, and a hopeful future.

Im a proud NBSB! but doesnt mean my heart’s unreliable. This heart has gone through thick and thin, and yes it still beats up to now ;) Every single day this little organ feels extreme love and extreme pain but nothing like the lightness of puppy love. So yeah!

Horrah to love and all the good things it offers, and to all the bad things about it (coz love isnt all about happiness, sometimes by feeling lonely about missing someone or feeling pain when thingsarent working out. That could be love haha) ———> move on, and make it good for ourselves and other people. So we can have a LOVE-ly world! Take note of the etymology :*

PS. I hate sounding like a love guru.
Sorry for all typo and grammar error. Im too lazy to check, and if you got problems with this, sorry man! Haters hattin’ lovers lovin’!

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Last Night’s Hot and Cold Dreams

I am one for having the weird sequential dreams, but they come and go so I let them be. Bad dreams, however are meant to be erased especially if they’re posing as treats yo future coincidences. (blablabla) anyway here we go:

Dream no. 1: i dreamt that i had an open head surgery. Place setting was a dermatological clinic (heaven knows why), but the girl doctor seemed to be a a family friend, I didnt see her face actually perhaps thats because of the theory ——-> you cant dream of someone you havent met yet. So i told her that i was having complications as to the way my skull was closed back to its position. I had scalp bleeding, and she just inserted pullers asking if it hurts. She then told my grandma that I was up for another correcting surgery. Then she gave me 500 bucks! :O

So maybe i should stop watching videos in the operating rooms in youtube, tae.

Also i had one more dream this time of my brothers :))

For all you know, i got three wonderful younger brothers i wouldn’t exchange anything for the world! Theyre my best buds, my yayas, my stalkers, but most of all my true loves. Greatest men of my life.

I wish i could insert a picture here, but huh. Still learning my way through the Tumblita App.

So i dreamt that they visited me here in Manila and we tried to fit ourselves in my small bed. Made me miss home! Big tiiiiiiime.

PS. happy 1st of December!!!

Today’s generated quote by B&H:

Sometimes i feel that there’s something or someone s/he can’t let go, and when i feel that it’s unfair, I remember that I got no right to feel so.

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Dreams brothers surgery B&H

Dumating kang parang bagyo sa buhay ko, biglang umalis, at ngayo’y stranded pa rin ako sa baha ng alaala mo.

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Via i ♥ YAYAN

Hi. Lasalyano ka ‘no?

istenepi:

Pinana mo kasi puso ko. :”>

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Via Dude, WTF?